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My name is Lorenz Hellman Gloucester, heir to House Gloucester and its associated territories in the Leicester Alliance of Fódlan. Please call me Lorenz.
I enjoy tea, roses, and art. Good conversation is implied.
Inherit my expected titles and vastly improve the quality of life in my family's territories.
Edited 10 minutes after posting
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There is much that I excel at, but would it not be much more informative to spend time together and experience it firsthand?
I do not know what a movie is. I enjoy historical accounts, novels of great import, and reading poetry. I prefer light music inspired by nature, or a nice hymn. I do not like spicy food or red meat, I prefer fish and lighter flavors.
Someone who will
A strong-willed individual who can
All else being equal, then
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WINE
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
???
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
BATH
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
???
.05 TITS OR ASS
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.06 COFFEE OR TEA
TEA
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
SWEET
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
SUMMER
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
LACE
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
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Nie Huaisang leans his cheek into Lorenz's hand, closing his eyes to just savor his touch for a brief moment before continuing. He can't explain why but it feels like its soothing something deep and dark in his soul. Thankfully, it makes it a little easier for him to speak so he takes Lorenz by the hand and gently leads him over to his bed where he sits down on the edge.]
It's a very long story but remember that secret mission I was on for many years that I told you about? Well, I was hunting down a criminal, an dangerous enemy of my clan who was in a position of great power and influence in my world. I'd been gathering information and evidence against him for many years and was in the process of exposing him and bring him to justice when I found myself here.
[This is a lot. But Lorenz had asked. It's scary but he's going to have to trust him.]
Only a few days before I met you, he tried to kill me and my entire clan. All the other clans, too. ...And then I ran into him here. At first, we both played dumb but that first month, he forced me into pod against my will and began interrogating me about matters I knew nothing about. It escalated into a fight so I tried to put some distance between us by enlisting help from the locals but it didn't last very long. He was released again.
[Nie Huaisang slumps a bit, looking very tired and dejected, but continues speaking regardless.]
He put out misleading account of our history on the network. I suspect he was trying to provoke me into engaging with him and I was dumb enough to take the bait. It escalated into another fight with him challenging me to a duel after I told him in no uncertain terms to leave me alone. I admit I was probably more hostile and aggressive than I should have been but I just wanted him to leave me alone. I have no intention of fighting him but I ran into him again in the elevator again last night. We got stuck and the spirit within insisted that we confess our sins and that I punish him but... Well, it went poorly.
[He sighs heavily.]
This is already a lot and I've barely even scratched the surface. There's still so much I haven't even said yet.
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And oh he's here, which is quite - well. News? Lorenz touches Nie Huaisang's shoulder gently before wrapping his arm around him entirely, a comfort; he can't and won't judge him for his ill-advised reactionary behavior. Honestly Lorenz would likely do the same if that kind of thing happened to him, if he didn't simply find something with the approximate heft and shape of a lance and go deal with it more soundly...
So, hmm. Alright. It's heavy.]
You are quite the resolute man, to carry such a burden on your own. I am sorry you have had to deal with this, for what little it may be worth. Were I in your place, I imagine I would have done much the same.
[Really; and there's no criticism in keeping it to himself either, Lorenz wholly understands that compulsion, too. He rubs his thumb in a little circle on Nie Huaisang's shoulder, processing all of this information still.]
If it pains you to continue, you needn't trouble yourself. I would be an ear, but not if it causes you even further distress.
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Thank you, Lorenz. It's... Well, the situation just got more complicated. I think it might help me to talk about it. I don't think keeping silent about it has done me any good.
[His situation is just so messy, especially now with his brother in the resort.]
One of the criminal's victims was my older brother. My predecessor. He never married or produced children so I was forced to inherit in his stead since there was no one else. Jin Guangyao murdered him right in front of me a decade ago, through a poison that drove him mad. My brother went berserk and turned on his own men that, even turned on me. He didn't recognize us. It wasn't until after Dage attacked me that he came to his senses. I could have died with the rest of them that day.
[It's not a pleasant story, one he's kept silent on for so many years. Yet somehow telling it to Lorenz is easier than he thought it'd be even if he feels a little bad about dumping this on him so early into their relationship.]
Recently, my brother arrived here, much like he'd been before the madness had taken a hold of him. This should have been a happy occasion. Our final days together were filled with arguments. I've longed to talk to him again and have him recognize me again and he does but.... I found out that he's become lovers with the man who'd killed him, the man I put my own life on hold for ten years so I could get my brother justice-
[At this point, Nie Huaisang's eyes fill with tears, his frustration and grief over the whole situation surfacing for once.]
Ten years. For ten years I sacrificed everything for my filial duty, told myself day after day I was doing the right thing, the honorable thing, the thing my brother and our ancestors would demand of me in my position. And now... it feels like it was all for nothing. I know it's not. I kept another war from breaking out and Dage apologized, told me he thought he'd never see me again, and I understand but... it still hurts. He did the same thing when our father was murdered and yet...
[This is so much and he doesn't want to burden Lorenz too much with his troubles but he'd offered an ear. And honestly, just speaking about it for once is proving cathartic. It feels a little like draining a wound that's festered for far too long.]
I'm sorry. I know this is a lot to take in.